[She considers this a moment, watching herself, being herself, the old emotions filling her. But they are changed now. Shifted. There are two different people here. And this is all a Malnosso trick to cause pain. Well, perhaps she can turn that around]

It's all right. [She smiles] Watch with me, Sanji-kun.

[And if he does look up, he will see her make it to a quiet room, the only light coming from the arched windows. The door closes and when it does she leans her forehead against it. There are tears, for all that she is quiet about it, and her fists clench against the wood even as her teeth clench together]

I wanted you all to leave. To not exist. But you saved me from a lifetime of this.

[And yes, she does feel vulnerable. But then again, Sanji is nakama and perhaps to fulfill their dreams, they will have to go through darker times than these]