[SANJI THIS ISN'T HELPFUL. That said, Ogata seems to consider this for a moment. Maybe he really shouldn't see Anaido.... but... for some reason, he wants to? He can't explain it. He really wants to see Anaido. Or rather, be seen by Anaido. Obviously he's been seeing Anaido this whole time. But right now he's mad. That's why it's next week.]
Yes. I need to make him suffer for what he's done. [Just when you thought Ogata was sympathetic, he has to go say shit like this.]
That's not what I meant. If I was mad about that, I could have sent him a letter about it weeks ago. It's natural I was rejected, being the way I am. [Ah, classic Ogata.]
[YELPS IN SURPRISE. And he actually tries to squirm out of his grasp this time because he's regained some stamina. Unfortunately, Sanji is still stronger than him]
[He honestly considers fleeing over the top of the shelf but remembers how much effort it took to get this high. So he frowns but eventually;]
Doesn't it seem strange to you for him to have become so friendly with the woman who killed me, if he actually cared? [He's jealous. Of a platonic friendship the guy who turned him down has.]
[Ogata folds his arms across his chest. Gingerly. he has injuries on his chest as well as his stomach.]
I don't know what you expect me to say. [Because he's certainly not going to say "You're right, Sanji, I was being irrational and will stop now." Sanji probably knows this deep down.]
Say? I don't expect anything on that shitty front.
But I do expect you to not waste time on a grudge that's gonna go nowhere.
[Sure, they're Ogata's letters, he can do what he wants, but Sanji has a game to keep into consideration. For better or worse, he's positioned himself at the other's babysitter (within tolerance)]
What are you looking for, anyway? Beau-chan to freak out? Anaido to feel remorse? Or to just hate you like you think everyone's gonna.
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[HMMMM. This is. Messier than he expected.]
I'm assuming Anaido doesn't know.
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He does know. I only know about him and Wen Ning because he told me after.
[After Ogata what? Confessed? Best to not know the details.]
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Why are you a clusterfuck of issues shambling around unsupervised]
A-are you sure you wanna go see him next week?
[The fact there is some legitimate concern in his voice now]
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Yes. I need to make him suffer for what he's done.
[Just when you thought Ogata was sympathetic, he has to go say shit like this.]
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[Wow that sympathy dissolved FAST and now Sanji has whiplash from glowering in exasperation.
He's not even surprised.
Just so fuckin tired.]
You're pissed off because you got rejected? Join the club, it happens all the time!
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That's not what I meant. If I was mad about that, I could have sent him a letter about it weeks ago. It's natural I was rejected, being the way I am.
[Ah, classic Ogata.]
I just don't like how he's behaving lately.
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Well. Sanji doesn't really like to do things in halves, so...]
Explain.
[Guess he's playing therapist to a psycho cat]
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[Sanji when have you ever had a normal conversation with Ogata?]
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grabs his fuckin foot again
and starts slowly pulling Ogata closer]
Explain, shithead.
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Fine! Let go of my leg and I'll tell you!
[GOD]
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[But he's letting go and staring with an expectant look on his face]
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Doesn't it seem strange to you for him to have become so friendly with the woman who killed me, if he actually cared?
[He's jealous. Of a platonic friendship the guy who turned him down has.]
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...]
Be grateful I'm trying really hard not to yell at you right now.
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You're the one who forced me to tell you.
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[And goddamn does Sanji try to be patient, and firm, and a little more pleasant than Ogata probably deserves, but--]
Beau-chan didn't want to be put in that position in the first place, right? And your ass knows that. Anaido knows it, too, I bet.
Besides, he's not the blindingly loyal type, so what reason has he got to be mad at her rather than this shitty camp?
[Sanji knows love is blind and jealousy is green, but this is... not gonna help Ogata.]
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I don't know what you expect me to say.
[Because he's certainly not going to say "You're right, Sanji, I was being irrational and will stop now." Sanji probably knows this deep down.]
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But I do expect you to not waste time on a grudge that's gonna go nowhere.
[Sure, they're Ogata's letters, he can do what he wants, but Sanji has a game to keep into consideration. For better or worse, he's positioned himself at the other's babysitter (within tolerance)]
What are you looking for, anyway? Beau-chan to freak out? Anaido to feel remorse? Or to just hate you like you think everyone's gonna.
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[Because he is. Just all the time, constantly.
He sighs and lets his head fall to rest on his knees.]
If they'd just hated me in the first place like everyone else none of this would be a problem.