[It's so hard to believe that. Whenever she thought she found happiness for herself, it never seemed to last. Happiness is a word that's tied into being loved, into having somebody who loves her. It's a word that needs two people, otherwise it's nothing.
This is even worse when she can't say any of that. She wants a moment to forget, to release stress in the way she's used for years and years. And she can't even have that.
Not like this. He's not worth it.
Being rejected is already causing her grief.
On the outside she just hugs herself harder as she falls back into the chair.]
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This is even worse when she can't say any of that. She wants a moment to forget, to release stress in the way she's used for years and years. And she can't even have that.
Not like this. He's not worth it.
Being rejected is already causing her grief.
On the outside she just hugs herself harder as she falls back into the chair.]